i cant believe eyes are tracking what im doing in uni... like tracking my progress secretly to keep a record or sth about me? oh man i think if tt's the case, i have screwed it up. HAHA! i mean its stressful and tiring the whole idea tt u must perform and be up to expectations all the time esp when u have not much interest its just hard to force sth out. give me a break. oh and this idea is scary how many more pairs of eyes are watching? geez... think i better buck up before this semester ends and tt's 2 more weeks to go. hmm i beta have a good plan for that its abit too short >< oh man! okie i will try hard and come up with some perfect plan.

i am having seconds thoughts and the more i think about it the more serious i am with the thoughts. i mean i feel that my uni schedule is way too tight in terms of the modules tt i can take and stuff and i really want to do like a lifesci minor, go on sep and must take 2 el mods and i dont want to be overly stressed up with whether i can fit in all the modules and finish them up within 4 years and doing well in all of them is also very very impt. Also i won't wan to end up being a fullfledge mugger with no space for other activities as well. i guess its for me to decide and theres still some time for me to think about it. shall track my results at the end of this sem to decide. i dont want to be stressed i want a happy life haha.

geez i gotta go back to work and focus on my master plan!